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About Me Member Procrastinator perfekt-defektMale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 7 Years
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less calculation, more creation

Wed May 7, 2008, 10:10 PM
After pursuing a degree in computer engineering at Lehigh University for 2 years, and failing a number of classes, I have decided to become a graphic designer instead.
I believe my poor performance in engineering was due in a large part to a lack of passion for my classes. And what is the reason for this lack? I believe it is because I want to express myself through creative work. Work where I can feel the answer instead of having to memorize some nasty equation to figure it out.
I find myself absorbed in photoshop and 3dsm for hours, refining and experimenting.
I genuinely enjoy that.
I could never get myself to sit down and do engineering-related work for more than an hour without wanting to do something else, practically anything, to avoid the work.
I love technology and computers, but I realize now that going into the depth required for real engineering work, takes the fun out of it for me.
I taught myself everything I already know about computers, I think I can teach myself whatever else I really want to know.

After making the decision, a lot of my friends and family say that they saw it coming.
I suppose in a way I've been stubborn in holding myself to a standard of "if you have the intelligence, you must use it for the hardest thing possible"
It's time to focus my mind on something more personally fulfilling to me.

  • Mood: Apprehensive
  • Listening to: Wisp - The Bard (Postlude)
  • Watching: ichat video

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: NYC
  • Interests: making music, making art, making love, hardware, software, sleeping
  • Favourite genre of music: "electrotechnotronicabreakbassbeatcore"
  • Operating System: Mac OSX, XP
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes, iPod
  • Wallpaper of choice: changes every 30 minutes
  • Skin of choice: human
  • Personal Quote: Just remember that it's all in your head
  • Tools of the Trade: Adobe CS 4, 3D Studio, Maya

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:iconkittenita:
Perhaps that's due to the natural progression of things on the internet and society in general - instead of showcasing things that matter, like serious entries that have been thought out and analysed to pieces... they've been reduced to last minute watered-down blurbs and what my English teacher used to call "verbal diarrhoea". Except this is more like visual diarrhoea.

That is amazing - I have a friend who is doing that right now. He works when he wants, with whom he wants and enjoys what he does (even if it still is "work") and gets to spend the rest of his days doing whatever he wants since he's self-employed. I am envious of you 3d artists :) Then again, I'm doing what I've always wanted and have been taking up bellydancing more seriously and making posters for people's events...

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:iconkittenita:
Dude... you're still around? I was wondering what happened to everyone on deviantart. Thank you for your gracious complimentary post. I uh... read you're into Graphic Design now. That's exciting shit. How's it going?

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"Education is a progressive discovery of our own ignorance."
:iconradiohead-club:
Hello! We are a new Radiohead fan club! I saw that you were a member of RHFU's club, but they haven't benn active in what...2 years? I am the moderator of other clubs that are quite prosperous, so I'll actually be an active moderator. If you want, you can join our club and basically resume your position in the RHFU's club!
:icondrunk-bu6ree8:
Hi there random deviant! :wave:

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:iconlemontea:
Hola! Have a good 2008! :)

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:iconclanger-fico:
...what?
was that an insult?
:iconclanger-fico:
You're good.
Does that count?

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